“Loneliness” The Apologist x Believin Stephen feat. Chrys Jones
Beat by The Apologist
Lyrics by Believin Stephen
Hook by Chrys Jones
Album- “After the Storm”


First Verse-Stephen
Convicted by my sin, it's a list of long blunders
The only people that call got the wrong number
City locked down it might be a long summer
Sports are all cancelled, I'm like ahhh bummer!
During COVID-19 I flow with rhyme schemes
Could a vaccine show up on the scene?
You know what I mean, too many fatalities
Business shut down they ain't paying no salaries
No more dividends market below the minimum
Pandemic, world crisis those are synonyms 
Stop the spread, they recommend social distancing
But everywhere you go it's like no one is listening 
So defiant, pretty soon I think they'll go and riot
No one's righteous we need grace, it's coronavirus
No more hidin, we need His peace like Nobel Prizes
Need to be sober minded and not provoking violence 

HOOK – Chrys Jones
Lord I just feel so lonely
I need your presence with me
I’m lonely but you are with me
I’m lonely but you are with me

Second Verse-Stephen
I'm tired of fakin my mind is racing in isolation 
Stuck in the crib all day feels like I'm hibernating
Guess that's why I'm pacing when these rhymes I'm making
I'm Liam Neeson I won't let my lines be Taken
Wish I had a wife, a woman that I find amazing 
I'd wash her with the Word and I’d kiss goodbye to dating 
Striving for holiness but fighting off loneliness
Why do I go through this darkness? It is my soul's abyss
Pillow filled with tears it’s wet like an ocean's drip
Dark days, I pray they'll be bright like a full eclipse
I long for connection but I wander directions
Lord you keep me safe you are strong with protection 
Sin is a disease it's an awful infection
God you discipline when I'm wrong, with correction
I ponder your blessings you offer redemption
I'm often lamenting, I'm wanting affection 

HOOK – Chrys Jones
Lord I just feel so lonely
I need your presence with me
I’m lonely but you are with me
I’m lonely but you are with me


Third Verse-Stephen
Jacob was alone when he wrestled with God
He wasn't next to his squad, but God blessed what He saw
Moses was alone when he seen the burning bush
He was turning and looked, then was nervous and shook
Joshua and Gideon were all by their lonesome
When they were commissioned, by God they were chosen
Prayin all alone, see Peter on the rooftop
"All foods clean"..peep he was too shocked
John the Baptist, had lots of practice in solitude
Before calling dudes to the God of truth (Repent!)
John the Beloved, alone in segregation
At the island of Patmos he wrote Revelation
Jesus sought the Father with no hesitation
In his prayer closet he showed dedication
He gives us the victory over temptation
And when you are alone, He knows what you're facing! 


HOOK– Chrys Jones (Repeated 2x)
Lord I just feel so lonely
I need your presence with me
I’m lonely but you are with me
I’m lonely but you are with me